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A place that we could note down every memories of ours.
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Plans
1. Taiwan trip
2. Adventure Cove
3. Universal Studios
4. LegoLand
5. Hello Kitty Land
6. Cycling
7. Couple necklace
8. Henderson wave
9. Kite flying
10. Hort Park
11. River Safari
12. Labrador Park
13. Diving
14. Xu Liu Shan
15. Sea Aquarium
16. LOVE ALICIA MORE
17. COAX ALICIA
18. TAKE ALOT OF PHOTOS
19. POLARIOD PHOTOS!
20. COAX MY DEAR BABY!
21. GIVE MY DEAR A HOME
22. BE MY DEAR'S WIFE
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Post-hongkong
written on Tuesday, February 3, 2015 @ 1:29 AM ✈
It's not the matter of what happened that is pushing us/me/this relationship to the edge of breaking apart. No matter how much I tried to pull back or try other ways. None of them works out. Maybe I should be frank that I couldn't tolerate your attitude. Your ways and my ways work differently. You just needed me to be your tour guide or translator or whatsoever when in hongkong. Fine. You want to take the escalator doesn't mean I have to follow. I am alr very unhappy that I have to help you or your mother with her goods. I purposely made a trip to somewhere not in our itinerary. So what if we got extra time? Did she express any gratitude to me helping her carry goods back? NO! My luggage is big doesn't mean I have to help her. That is her goods, her business. I don't have to be nice to someone that is taking bad about me all the time. You want to be filial son. Then you carry it yourself. Don't show me the damn heavy and your hands are breaking apart if you wanna be her filial son.
I don't think that I have any fault or unrespectful for saying such things. I am not related to her. I don't have to help her. And I know what xiaoping jiejie told you about me. I don't care. She wants to thinks that is my fault that I started quarrels with you. So be it. Be it them or you, I am wrong to quarrel. I should give in.
Every quarrel is just piling up and driving me crazy. no matter what you just doesn't apologise when it is your fault. Nevermind. Apologising isn't the important thing now. The important thing is we won't be like before anymore. As easy as it.
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Post-hongkong
written on Tuesday, February 3, 2015 @ 1:29 AM ✈
It's not the matter of what happened that is pushing us/me/this relationship to the edge of breaking apart. No matter how much I tried to pull back or try other ways. None of them works out. Maybe I should be frank that I couldn't tolerate your attitude. Your ways and my ways work differently. You just needed me to be your tour guide or translator or whatsoever when in hongkong. Fine. You want to take the escalator doesn't mean I have to follow. I am alr very unhappy that I have to help you or your mother with her goods. I purposely made a trip to somewhere not in our itinerary. So what if we got extra time? Did she express any gratitude to me helping her carry goods back? NO! My luggage is big doesn't mean I have to help her. That is her goods, her business. I don't have to be nice to someone that is taking bad about me all the time. You want to be filial son. Then you carry it yourself. Don't show me the damn heavy and your hands are breaking apart if you wanna be her filial son.
I don't think that I have any fault or unrespectful for saying such things. I am not related to her. I don't have to help her. And I know what xiaoping jiejie told you about me. I don't care. She wants to thinks that is my fault that I started quarrels with you. So be it. Be it them or you, I am wrong to quarrel. I should give in.
Every quarrel is just piling up and driving me crazy. no matter what you just doesn't apologise when it is your fault. Nevermind. Apologising isn't the important thing now. The important thing is we won't be like before anymore. As easy as it.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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