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A place that we could note down every memories of ours.
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Plans
1. Taiwan trip
2. Adventure Cove
3. Universal Studios
4. LegoLand
5. Hello Kitty Land
6. Cycling
7. Couple necklace
8. Henderson wave
9. Kite flying
10. Hort Park
11. River Safari
12. Labrador Park
13. Diving
14. Xu Liu Shan
15. Sea Aquarium
16. LOVE ALICIA MORE
17. COAX ALICIA
18. TAKE ALOT OF PHOTOS
19. POLARIOD PHOTOS!
20. COAX MY DEAR BABY!
21. GIVE MY DEAR A HOME
22. BE MY DEAR'S WIFE
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It's Friday again!
written on Saturday, October 5, 2013 @ 2:48 AM ✈
Yeahhh! It's Friday again. Hehe. Can see you tomorrow alr. And we heading to job tomorrow! Our 二人世界. Hehe.
Mmmmm, dear, I'm sorry. I know I doesn't seems right today. I don't know why also. I always have the feeling that I'm disturbing you, you doesn't want to talk to me. This feeling gets stronger when I don't feel secure enough. My friends said that I'm different when I'm with you and when I'm with my ex. They see that we are much more sweeter now. They felt more safe, stable and relieved when I'm with you than I'm with my ex. And they told me, they have a feeling that I will get married soon. -.- I don't know why also.
Maybe because we're staying far from each other, that's why I have the insecure feeling. I don't know what I can do. The moment I think that you're not meeting me next week, I felt so insecure. I don't know why. I'm afraid that I will become too sticky to you. Always pestering you those kind. I don't want to end up like that. I don't want.
I heard how Winnie ranted about Alger I felt that I'm so 幸福. At least we get to know where the other party is at. And we talk almost everyday on the phone. even about random and stupid things we can laugh like crazy. I felt so blessed. But I'm afraid this feeling will be gone. I'm afraid what if you leaves me? Or something happened to one of us? How the other party continue? I'm so afraid nowwww Labels: Insecurity.
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It's Friday again!
written on Saturday, October 5, 2013 @ 2:48 AM ✈
Yeahhh! It's Friday again. Hehe. Can see you tomorrow alr. And we heading to job tomorrow! Our 二人世界. Hehe.
Mmmmm, dear, I'm sorry. I know I doesn't seems right today. I don't know why also. I always have the feeling that I'm disturbing you, you doesn't want to talk to me. This feeling gets stronger when I don't feel secure enough. My friends said that I'm different when I'm with you and when I'm with my ex. They see that we are much more sweeter now. They felt more safe, stable and relieved when I'm with you than I'm with my ex. And they told me, they have a feeling that I will get married soon. -.- I don't know why also.
Maybe because we're staying far from each other, that's why I have the insecure feeling. I don't know what I can do. The moment I think that you're not meeting me next week, I felt so insecure. I don't know why. I'm afraid that I will become too sticky to you. Always pestering you those kind. I don't want to end up like that. I don't want.
I heard how Winnie ranted about Alger I felt that I'm so 幸福. At least we get to know where the other party is at. And we talk almost everyday on the phone. even about random and stupid things we can laugh like crazy. I felt so blessed. But I'm afraid this feeling will be gone. I'm afraid what if you leaves me? Or something happened to one of us? How the other party continue? I'm so afraid nowwww Labels: Insecurity.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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